ayo chill GOD: 2008/07

The songs of my life. I'd rather have 9 instead of 10. For many reasons; one of which it being my favorite number. Others too deep to explain.

1. Nas-- Getting Married.

"This ain't no sucka for love shit / This ain't no Huxtable kisses and hug shit, first night we fuck shit / And don't call the next day, this a thug's wedding day / In love? will we make it? Let us pray..."

truly my ideal wedding song.

2. Jay-Z -- Soon You'll Understand

"But still when your boyfriend ditched you, life's a bitch you cried / Over my right shoulder I told you to wipe your eyes / Take your time when you likin a guy / Cause if he sense that your feelings too intense, it's pimp or die"

line after line i related to not only him but to the female he was speaking to.

"Gina; please don't love me."

3. DMX-- What These Bitches Want

"I fuck with these hoes from a distance /The instant they start to catch feelings / I start to stealin they shit / Then Im out just like a thief in the night / I sink my teeth in to bite / You thinkin life, Im thinkin more like - whassup tonight?"

4. Lost Boyz -- Renee

"Hey man, I never been in love / But everytime Im burstin in and outta state / Its shorty that Im thinking of"

pure fucking poetry.

5. Raekwon -- Ice Cream

"Caramel complexion, breath smellin like cinnamon / Excuse me hon, the Don mean no harm, turn around again / God damn, backyard's bangin like a Benz-yIf I was jiggy, you'd be spotted like Spudz McKenzie"

6. Raekwon-- Wisdom Body

"Peace, excuse me, allow to introduce myself / Yo, I’m the man, and honey, you’ve been rated top shelf / Yo, what’s your name hon, hair wrapped up in a bunYour eyes sparkle, just like glass in the sun / Never diss em, it’s hard for a nigga just to miss em / Especially, when you’re browsin, goin fishin / Your wasteline, bangin like a bassline / Physical form is well complexed / And yo, I love your outline, boo / Your whole body is wild, wit your rugged profile / Enough to make a hard rock smile"

7. Masta Ace feat Jean Grae -- Hold You

"Now I spend most of my time just being with you / early on I was afraid to be seen with you / cuz I knew cats would do anything they could / to stop us from being together, its all good /they was mad cuz I got you and they didn'tsome even tried to approach me I'm not kidding"

8. Immortal Technique -- Obnoxious

"throw your gang sign up, and then I'll spit on my hand / give me a hundred grand, give me your watch, give me your chain / that's your girl, bitch get over here, give me some brain / I'll bust of on her face, and right after the segment / she'll propably rub it in her pussy, trying to get herself pregnant"

9. Lauryn Hill -- I Used To Love Him

"Torn and confused wasted and used / Reached the crossroad which path would I choose / Stuck and frustrated I waited, debated / For something to happen that just wasnt fated / Thought what I wanted was something I needed / When momma said no I just should have heeded / Misled I bled till the poison was gone / And out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawn"