cuffing season.

Tis the season to be Cuffing; la la la la la la la la la.

It sucks to be single this time of year. Everyone is linking up for the winter & I feel like the fat kid left behind in gym class. Dont get me wrong; I have my options but I'm not interested in Corn E. Assnigga, or Blasto D. Past. -sigh-.

how could you be so heartless

finally mastered.

is it just me or does it sound just like love lockdown.

i mean its addictive; but im only fairly impressed.

-shrugs-

Slug of Atmosphere.

Whoever Lucy is...She's a bitch for breaking Slug's heart. LOL

I've heard this track many times before but considering I've been upset & love-sick...wait no SICK OF LOVE. This song makes me scream FUCK YOU LUCY at the top of my lungs. & Lucy is everyman I've ever dated.

Jazmine Sullivan- Bust Your Windows

I bust the windows out ya car
And no it didn't mend my broken heart
I'll probably always have these ugly scars
But right now I don't care about that part

I bust the windows out ya car
After I saw you laying next to her
I didn't wanna but I took my turn
I'm glad I did it cause you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel, when you saw it
I didn't know that I had that much strength
But I'm glad you see what happens when

You see you just can't play with people's feelings
Tell them you love them and don't mean it
You'll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile
ha ha ha ha ha

I bust the windows out ya car
You know I did it cause I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark

I bust the windows out ya car
You should feel lucky that that's all I did
After five whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it

Oooh ahh...
I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn't know that I had that much strength
But I'm glad you see what happens when...

You see you can't just play with people's feelings
Tell them you love them and don't mean it
You'll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile

but it dont comfort....
But it don't comfort to my broken heart
You could never feel how I felt that day
Until it happens baby you don't know pain

Oooh Yeah I did it (Yeah I did it)
You should know it (You should know it)
I ain't sorry (I ain't sorry)
You deserved it (You deserved it)

After what you did to me (After what you did)
You deserved it (You deserved it)
I ain't sorry (I ain't sorry)
no no oh... (I ain't sorry)

You broke my heart
So I broke ya car
You caused me pain (You caused me pain)
So I did the same

Even though all that you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt yeah
Oh but why am I still cryin'?
Why am I the one whose still cryin'?

Oh oh you really hurt me baby
You really you really hurt me baby
Hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey
hey hey hey hey
now watch me yua
now watch me ha ha ha

I bust the windows out ya car

all good things must come to an end...

But great things tend to repeat themselves. You can move away gracefully from the past and continue towards your future but if something from your past presents itself it must be for a reason, right? There's of course a 50-50 chance that it's for the good or for the worse. Depending on what it is you make that judgment when it presents itself. I see it as God giving you another chance to use this opportunity to your full advantage. I hate using God as a personal reference because there's so many things about religion that I am against but in this particular situation, it just makes sense to me.

I remember when a time of my life was coming to an end & everyone felt like my situation was "The RocaFella Break Up" all over again.

I prepare for certain things but sometimes you just need to take a deep breath & roll with the punches.

Just like Roc la Familia, it may be over but it was a great fucking ride & if there was talk of a reunion....I ain't mad at it. (metaphorically speaking of course for the delayed)

friends are over-rated

They lie, front, put boyfriends/girlfriends before you, steal, have nasty attitudes, greedy, jealous, & over all just stink.

I love life but the people in it make me want to empty a clip.

Lil' Penny

quick update.

A lot has been happening in my life. There's some Good, some Bad & some very Ugly.
But I'll be good though... "The Strong move quiet & the weak start riots."


I was in soho on Friday with my friend Tiffany & walked past Sunglass Hut. I saw him. I felt a deep pain in my chest. Felt like I saw a ghost. I regret. I regret a lot. -sighs- Sorry I hurt you.

That's all for now I suppose.