Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Poem by yours truly.

heart on fire
mind running at light speed.
unable to get a word out
tounge swollen
rippin you a new hole is what i wanna do
but instead i find myself takin shots
winded i try to bow out gracefully but its too late
crash boom goes my love
take the L for the shit youve sewn
its too late now
a small situations now grown
& while i attempt to dig myself out this self made tunnel
unrecognizable faces fuck up my progress
a chapter of my life ive never written
words without depth
now holdin the truth in dirty hands
theres nothing else to do
show and prove
show and prove
now that its proven
theres nothing else to show
tear ducts dry
knuckles bleeding
i kiss you with eyes wide open
lyin by your side
fourth of july in my chest
happier than a child with mcnuggets
crash boom goes my love.


Stressed the fuck out.

Yea man; FUCK MY LIFE.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

I feel like Kevin Motherfucking Arnold.

I wish I had an inner monologue in my everyday life.


Leave The Gun, Take the cannolies.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

"I f I Could Go...

contigo, I'll pack my things soon as you say 'Baby Vamos' We'll fly away like there is no, no tomorrow. If I could go contigo I'll tell my friends nothing at all. I'll get my things soon as you say 'Baby Vamos' we'll fly away."

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Still Fighting?

I'm getting tired of fighting man. Im getting so fucking tired of trying. I opened myself up. I prove rumors to be wrong. I cant stop people from sparking these rumors. I heard if people out there are hating on you then youre doing your job. I just dont like the outcome. I've been a good girl. I've dealt with alot & through it all I managed to keep my head above water.... but why do I still feel like I'm drowning. Funny how you see how happy you can be and watch it fall apart right in front of you. Im convinced now Im in this alone. Right back to my Born alone Die alone mentallity. Jasmines so nice, Jasmines mad cool. Nah Fuck That, Distanced myself. I give the fuck up.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Bye Bye Myspace.

It's deleted.




& I have my reasons.

edit:: it's back up LOL but only for the people that matter.

Sunday, March 1, 2009


Didn't live very long now did he? lol smfh