Friday, January 30, 2009

He makes me happy.

Doesnt he look happy?! LMFAO <333

Monday, January 26, 2009

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Muy Macho.

Machismo...(macho-ism) is a collection of laws, norms, attitudes and characteristics of men whose finality, explicitly or implicitly, has been and is, is to produce, maintain and perpetuate the enslavement and submission of women on all levels: sexual, procreation, and in relation to work and love. The word machismo is used fundamentally in the scope of colloquial and popular life. The term most appropriate (above all at the ideological level) to express this concept is sexism, given that the first term (machismo) is used to characterize those acts, physical or verbal, by means of which are manifested in vulgar form the underlying sexism that exists in the social structure. On the psychological level, the difference between sexism and machismo is that 'sexism' is conscious and machismo is unconscious; that is to say, the believer in machismo acts like one without being capable of being able to explain or recognize the internal reasoning behind his actions, given that the machista (macho-ist) is limited to only imitating and putting into practice the crude behaviors of sexism of the culture to which he belongs by nationality and social condition. For that reason a macho-ist can feel comfortable being proud and conceited in regard to his being "very male" (muy macho)

Tonight I was confronted with this. Not exactly a man being macho but a macho situation. What is it about men and strip clubs? I fully understand how men feel free and empowered when they are among their boys. They feel like they can be themselves in their full disgusting glory and not be judged by us women. I sat here, phone glued to my face in a daze. Im thinking to myself "Am I really ok with this? Or is the fact that I fully understand the logic of this is stopping me from being a normal girl and feeling insecure with the fact that he is looking at other women in the nude doing crude and raunchy gestures?"

I am the coolest person you'll ever meet. "Yo you wanna see some naked chicks, cool I'm down. Lets go I wanna see some tits too." The problem with that is ...Niggas dont want to bring their girlfriend to the strip club. They rather be among their dudes. I'm fine with men being men but as an intelligent and very aware woman, & the fear of being a pendeja, which all latina women are fearful of (letting a man get the best of you), I still have concerns. I just don't want to regret. Men will be Boys. -shrugs- lol It happens. I vented now I'm good. I care too much perhaps lol.


Friday, January 16, 2009

Living in a World of Fantasy.

Where do I begin? Why do people believe their own hype? I stay asking myself that fucking question. People take this internet shit way too seriously. I dont know alot of the people that request off of myspace because my real people is already a friend on my joint or dont own a myspace account. I dont get why people send a friend request & share a few comments to aim conversations & suddenly believe they are FRIENDS? Nigga, this shit is to kill time. Where your real friends at? Another thing that kills me is the people from different states requesting me & every other person from New York City. Who are you nigga? Stop living in this fantasy world bro. You online more than 90% of your life. You have no real friends that you have to be on AIM sparking conversations about your personal shit & then feel as if you "connected". Seriously all I feel about that is WHERE ARE YOUR REAL FRIENDSSSS?! There has to be a deep dark reason why you dont have any.

Go to your local 7-11 & get some friends. Why you ridin mine? LMAO.

&&&& Another thing.,.



PS: If you catch feelings, then DO SOMETHING.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Bring me Flowers.

"I havent got a clue if youre the one, but I like you & I like how you make me feel."

Bring me flowers - Hope

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Louis Vuitton Stephen Sprouse Collection Released

the Stephen Sprouse inspired Louis Vuitton collection is seeing its way into retailer accounts. Items released include various small accessories in vibrant colors including a gym set complete with head band and towel. Seeing as the collection is set for a February drop, this would be the time to get early dibs on particular items at eLUXURY.
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-slaps vein- I've got to have it.

I don't want to fall in love

Because falling in love means becoming weak. I don't want to depend on anyone but myself. I want to be able to care for someone & not lose myself. I hate how females get into a relationship and then that other person becomes their reason for breathing.

Damn you bitches have nothing else going for you in life than to become co-dependant. I bet that nigga claims you on his taxes. LOL Oh man I make myself laugh. Anyway I am happy & enjoying the time I spend with him* but don't get it twisted. Im still Jasmine, just plus ONE. Just Like He's his own person plus myself.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Let's go to sleep in Paris...

2008 was probably the most difficult year for me. Moving from NYC to North Carolina for a man that I did love but didnt love me enough, to move back to NYC to break a young mans heart with my inability to let real love embrace me to then dating a man who had no ambition & didnt like me for me but just the exterior. Family Issues, as in not speaking to my Uncle for about a year now. Losing friends, Gaining them back & Losing them again. Yes, my 2008 was quite a struggle. Yet something good did come of it. Like a rose growing from concrete. December I met HIM*. He is quite the man I must say so myself. I know its very soon to become so heartfelt about a person but what I can say is that he makes me feel nervous, happy, & calm all at the same time.

Thats all I can say about him now... but be prepared nosey people of the internet. He's here to stay. :)