Still Fighting?

I'm getting tired of fighting man. Im getting so fucking tired of trying. I opened myself up. I prove rumors to be wrong. I cant stop people from sparking these rumors. I heard if people out there are hating on you then youre doing your job. I just dont like the outcome. I've been a good girl. I've dealt with alot & through it all I managed to keep my head above water.... but why do I still feel like I'm drowning. Funny how you see how happy you can be and watch it fall apart right in front of you. Im convinced now Im in this alone. Right back to my Born alone Die alone mentallity. Jasmines so nice, Jasmines mad cool. Nah Fuck That, Distanced myself. I give the fuck up.